I'm crying in this very moment. Not just cos ur story moved me but your story is about me. If I could open my heart and transfer it on medium in form of a story, it would be this story. Letter by letter, sentence by sentence. I'm that grieving soul on the other side of the earth who felt your pain in every sentence cos she's going through all of it exactly as you are.
So painful I know. I feel being stuck in a rut too, I m not letting go, I'm not listening to my friend's advices, I'm fearful of empty sobby nights, I'm grieving just like you. What to say, just wish I could hug you and cry and say everything shall be all right one day and ten years later none of this would matter. Trust me.❤️